19/05/2011

Feeling abit giddy at the moment. Just had a good chat with Seanie about our journeys so far and where we are headed...but that's not why I'm giddy :)
Beforehand I went out with hand creme girl from my last post.

I met her at the cart where we met yesterday. She's a manager and she was setting people straight as her work colleagues weren't doing shit right. I chat a little bit with her work colleagues, all who seem very nice. Once she got her stuff sorted we head off to Cho Gao for some drinks. She's a very sophisticated woman and she has very distinct and particular taste. The bartender couldn't get her drink right and I teased her on it "a woman who gets what she wants. I love that!" We sit down on the couch and we seem to vibe very well. She's very sexually open, confident, demanding and again she holds herself very well. It blew me away when she told me she was 21! She's from Israel and she told me about some of her hardships with bombings in Israel and being in the military but she also showed other dimensions of her. A wild, crazy side and a glimpse of a soft side...only a glimpse. Throughout the date I would allow myself to sink into my body and radiate what I was feeling towards her. I could feel her reciprocate the same feelings.

There was one moment my heart just sank. She gets a phone call and she says "it's my baby". I'm thinking "boyfriend?" She hangs up and says it's her friend who has come over from Israel with her. Phew! Back to connecting with her :) Drawing myself closer to her as we were immersed into each other. She asked me something like "what's the craziest thing I've ever done?" I had trouble thinking of something at the time so I said something along the lines of "I have something crazy I could do now" and leaned in and kissed her.

I pull back and I can feel myself shaking with nerves rushing through my body. Rather than trying to push it away I told her how I was feeling. I can never seem to control the feelings I get when I experience the first kiss with a woman. It sends shivers right through my body. It's the most exciting experience for me. She says something like "that's not crazy" so I suggest we head back to mine to take it another level but she refused. My resourcefulness muscle wasn't on in that moment but either way I was still pretty giddy. We've agreed to see each other again and can't wait. Even though she has this strong exterior, I feel she's looking for a man to surrender to. Hopefully that man is me :)

Apart from the date I trained with Zulu this morning. I wouldn't say I was at my best. I had alot to drink the night before and I payed the price. That being said, what was once a disgusting gut is now a small pocket of fat. I have no doubt in my mind I have a six pack coming my way. As well as that, I started on module 2 of the challenge. I must say it's quite hard when I don't have solid keywords with commercial activity but I've still travelled along with it anyway. In the meantime I'll still continue to research keywords.

I've also booked into a couple of seminars/workshops in the coming weeks. One is for John Demartini, another is Dreaming Your Power by Evolving Man and the other is a conscious connecting workshop run by some hippies. Awesome vibes coming from All Stars at the moment. Everyone seems to be riding the wave. So inspired right now.