A sign of things to come

With the events which have occurred in the past week. I feel this is my breakout year with my success with women. Here's a list of highlights:

- Made out with a married woman on New Years Day. I was at Crown Casino with a mate and we went to Tangerine. I was feeling in a pretty good state that night. I was opening a few cute girls and I was able to lock eyes with many who walked past me. I could taken things a bit further in most of the interactions and my escalations could have been a bit more calibrated.

We leave to head to the pub next door and there are only two girls on the dancefloor. My mate and I walk over to them and I dance with one of them. As I held her hand while dancing with her, I felt a ring but at the time I didn' think much of it. She was grinding on my cock so I rolled with it. After dancing with her a bit I pull her in and makeout with her. I pull away and tell her I really want to take her home right now. It's home time and the security tells us we have to leave. I try to convince my girl to come home with me and she seems interested but her friend comes in and spoils the party. Later, as we are walking home, my mate tells me she's married.

- Thursday night I went to Fusion with Isaac and made out with a cute blonde. I knew from the moment I saw her she was keen to fuck. I was on the dancefloor with Isaac and we see the blonde and her friend start dancing next to use. I was unsure whether to approach or not so I kept dancing. We watch as a guy tries to pick the friend up and this leaves the blonde on her own. I grab her attention, take her hand, spin her and pull her in. She didn't really like the spin and told me not to do it again. She wasn't reciprocating any of my advances. We engaged in a bit of small talk which was going nowhere.

Doubting whether she was keen or not I grabbed her attention took her hand and pulled her in. She told me she had to go home. I told her she is not leaving without my number. We exchange numbers and we makeout on the dancefloor. By that time her dad had to pick her up...grrr. I suggested an afterparty at my place but no joy. Seeing that we know nothing about each other and no connection whatsoever I can only push for my cock in her pussy. She's been responding to my texts so good times ahead :)

- Made out with an older woman last night. I went to Alumbra. Never have I been to a bar where so many girls have locked eyes with me. Approaching was easy and smooth for me. I was on the dancefloor dancing a lot more sensual than I normally do (I'm a shuffler. I don't know if you could make the shuffle sensual). I lock eyes with her and pull her in. No words were said to each other. Dancing together produced a strong undercurrent of sex in the air. We were in each others faces I could feel the warm air from her panting as we were holding each other. It was like sex on the dancefloor. Feeling like it was on I pushed her against the wall and tried to kiss her but she refused.

She was still OK with me dancing with her. I'd pull her in again and try to kiss her again but she said she felt uncomfortable with her kissing me in front of her friends so I suggested we go outside. She refuses but still wants me to dance with her. Her friends leave us alone on the dancefloor. I tell her that her friends are gone and go for the kiss again but still she resists.

After a bit more of bumping and grinding. She holds me close and gives me a peck on the lips. She tells me it's too hot here and suggests we go outside. We're outside and we talk about what we do and then we get into a bit of a deep talk and we talk a bit about our views of reality.

Home time comes and I suggest we go back to my place. She refuses and goes on about her past and talks about how sex has impacted on her negatively in the past. I explained my views on sex and told her how I feel women are wrongly judged and made to feel guilty for wanting to have sex. After a bit of reasoning I felt I couldn't take it any further. Just as she was about to leave we exchange phone numbers and agree to meet soon. She kisses me goodbye.

I have been more aggressive and bold this week than I have been in my entire time learning pick-up. I find my progress has shot up exponentially. I credit this to the time I have spent doing a lot of inner game work. While I am not where I want to be yet. I feel my continued work will pay off. 2011 is my year.